Officiated as Orrendous October

In a latest attempt to feel free, easy and unburdened, I failed.

TV shows seem so lame and boring, movies taste so acrid and dry, K-Boxing stresses me out and slacking around just fills me with guilt.

Everyone is busy.

Everyone is burying themselves in a sea of despair, as the Examination Bells start to toll ominiously.

I start name this month as the Orrendous October.

I am so so so so so in LOVE with STUDYING.

Someone please start the Orrendous OctokFest......

Been in a PISSIFIED MODE recently, but being a nice and serene aquarian I am, I am always able to absorb it all. I just dunnoe why I am so nice. My ability to endure and stand the insufferables just increases everyday.

Yet I know one day, just one day, I will just be the meanie old me once more. Its easier that way.

Becoming a cynic and laughing at stupid people.

Becoming a hermit and roam the world with just a haversack to my name.

Just wanna be alone.

Just hope that the insufferables just shove their mouths with their legs. And they will be hopping around like a moron.

Just hope the nicer and sweeter part of me quickly goes into sleeping mode, so that the more aggressive, arrogant and egomanic side of me becomes dormant.

Meanwhile, I will nicely, humbly and meekly enjoy this Orrendous Octokfest by myself.

And I aim to flash my sincerely insincere smile at the insufferables. Hmm, did I just flash it to you?