Blogging my life....lifing* my blog

*lifing= life + ing= adding life to

Blogging is about sharing my thoughts and my creativity with the rest of the world. It is sharing my life with you people. It is letting you people into a period of my life. There are many things that I wish I could do. One of thing certainly is to take a peek at how other people are living their lives. Voyueristic? Maybe, but the main thing is that I want to feel and be a part of other people's lives and to experience stuff that I may not be able to go through.

I know I lead a darn boring life. Everything around me revolves around the notion of "going through life". To take it as it comes. A lot of things have slipped past me and I have yet to fully accomprehend their meaning and their significance. Life has no take two, neither can time be rewind.

On a deeper thought, time repeats itself. There are many opportunies to re-live the times that I have lost. It is just that my grumblings and mourning for the passing of time clouded all that. I may know the IDEA, but it is hard to really feel it and to live it. I keep telling and nagging myself to carpe diem, but how to seize the day when I don't even know where to start.

Many a times, the thought of giving up and to slip by life graps me. It is easy to blindly follow. It is even easier to acknowledge the thought. It will be hard, though, to live each day to fullest, when I don't know what does it mean. What is life? What is everything?

If we were to face a certain death, will all we have done be meaningful? For who? For what?

History is an ever-constant reminder to us. All has been done is done, and whatever you are going to do, will one day be done. The Earth's revolution around the Sun, as we have been taught since young, speaks of a truth. A truth that will render all back to a state of inactivity and numbness. This truth is that the Earth will continue to turn with or without you and you actions.

Heh, this blog is getting bleak.

Yet, there is a strong sense of live in me. I yearn to live each day to the fullest by my definition. I don't need to get gold for Olympics, I don't need to be the President Scholar (although it will be great if I were....sour grapes...), I don't need to climb the Everest and I don't need to conquer the world.

I am given this time on Earth. I will rather see all that I can, experience all that I should and give all that I have.

I will leave no blemish on my record. Hatred is certainly wasting everybody's time. There is simply too much things in life to look forward to. Have faith in a better tomorrow!