Holiday Mood

I am officially in the Holiday Mood. Nope, not the Christmasy mood, but the feeling of After-Exam Freedom (AEF). AEF is a very dangerous Mood to be in. It lets your guard down, tells your body to start to rest, gives you a floaty feeling and worst of all, takes away your ability to concentrate.

Yes, the AEF is the kind of Mood that I do not wish to have, especially when I am still in the midst of my examinations. There is still one more paper to go, yet, I have resisted all attempts to study. I played my WoW, watched TV, read books and magazines, sleep late, Blog and generally, anything and everything that is unrelated to AA206.

Surprising, as I start to Blog this, I have a new sensation. A sensation of nervousness, panicky and "Oh Crap, I haven't started anything. Good and Bad.

Good..........At least my engine is starting to roar.

Bad............I have to start studying.

Perhaps the first thing to do is to start on a material and slowly build up my enthusiasm and momentum.

~~~~Kenneth tilted his head and stared helplessly at his pile of Readings and Materials~~~~

Alrighty, the Hostile Readings and Materials glared angrily back at me. I think I shall approach them later.

I wonder how badly am I going to do for this paper. Same as ALL my other exams, my concentration span is painfully short. Maybe I cannot focus on the painful stuff I have to go through. Humans are designed to shy away from pain and relieve their comfort in non-pain zones.

Me too. I stay away from things that will harm me. Things that will make me kill my brain cells, increase my stress level, worsen my myopia, destroy my immuno-system. Yea, pretty much that kind of stuff. I think it is one of Nature's greatest gift to Humans. To protect and to lengthen their lives.

Alright, I shall go and bath.

Then read news on the net.

Then fiddle with the computer, tweaking the system.

Then walk aimlessly around the house.

Then watch TV.

Then sleep for awhile (been raining these few days, it will be a waste not to sleep in).

Then dinner.

Then WoW a bit.

Then watch TV.

Hmmm, I think it will be too late to start anything. How about starting tomorrow.